Before i go

 there is something that i wanted to say..... before i go

there is nothing i wanted to say kuhhhhh lol WvW

SO from where should i start h..........

from few months i am not looking at my channel ha 

i am not doing any work, i am not doing stuff that i   wanted to do  

h..........

i am just spending my time like shut in neet

i am just spending all time on discord and animes, ero-games, dojinshis

h................

there a lot of things are happening i my past and i am regr....... no i a... i think i am not

i done alot, i listen alot, i follow alot, i endure alot,

now i am done

now i am become slave

now i am become shut it in

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its too late for that

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everything is fucked up already..........................

what i expected and what just happend,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

now i just livu=i===ng my life that t just going 

when it comess to end then i am also gone

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now i don't wanna take revenge of anyone i don't wnan============ wana wanna do any bad to them 

i stop thinking

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i don't wanna born in this world again

i just wanna born in isekai world where i am enjoying my nlife

where i was so much powerfull than the gods, where i was livin in the castle not that bigggg, where i wake up human girl sleeping beside me, elf was doing farming, demi human cat maid girl just here for service, loli mage reading books in library, dragon woman protecting castle i mean she just hanging around

ahhh what life is this i can't easily describe into words

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